you should find someone who is worth you time.
someone who is everything you wanted.
someone who you wouldn not let go even if it kills you so.
cause i know it isn't me.

i can't move on and i can't let go because i dont know how.
every night i can't sleep because you're always there in my head.
and now i'm sick.
i miss you.

so many things i want to ask you.
but i know you wont answer me.
its like i'm the black plague and you're running away from me.
when i'm running towards you.
its not fair how this all ends.
it still hurts.

i tried to stop myself many times from crying.
because i said that i was done crying.
but i guess i'm wrong.
i havent been sleeping well that my whole body is breaking down.
my mental and emotional health is already gone.
thank you very much.

it just keeps slipping through our fingers doesn't it?



the world slow.
but my heart is fast right now.
i know this is the part that the end starts.